Those are the words Sayaka's not sure if she'll ever be able to tell Kyoko. It feels like exactly the wrong thing to say - like she'd be demeaning what she knows that Kyoko has done - done multiple times, for multiple hers, according to memories that Sayaka used to tell herself were mere fabrications. But it's true that Sayaka feels nowhere close to the person she used to be, was about to become, the Sayaka who was breaking to bits that Kyoko chose to sink down with. At once she feels indebted and alienated, and like she should just stomp on and ignore both those feelings.
Once, a long time ago, she said something like, okay, let's be friends, to a different Kyoko. On that, Sayaka still wants to keep her word.
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Kyoko Sakura (OU)
Date: 2013-07-06 02:35 am (UTC)prayed.
"I'm not the person you died for."
Those are the words Sayaka's not sure if she'll ever be able to tell Kyoko. It feels like exactly the wrong thing to say - like she'd be demeaning what she knows that Kyoko has done - done multiple times, for multiple hers, according to memories that Sayaka used to tell herself were mere fabrications. But it's true that Sayaka feels nowhere close to the person she used to be, was about to become, the Sayaka who was breaking to bits that Kyoko chose to sink down with. At once she feels indebted and alienated, and like she should just stomp on and ignore both those feelings.
Once, a long time ago, she said something like, okay, let's be friends, to a different Kyoko. On that, Sayaka still wants to keep her word.